When you called, it was good to hear your voice, but harder to hear you laugh. I had to choke back tears when you said you were okay with this. The days go by slowly, each more painful than the last. I try to understand, I got my defenses up so high. It's sad, but I have never been this alone. I guess I've really done it, you won't look into my eyes. I won't cry, but I will wither up inside and never be the same.

Now I know that love isn't that easy, but we tried, didn't we baby? It's alright, some dreams weren't meant to come true. - I'm running out of lies.

I used to be told I deserve better... I just wish he was better.