I'm so confused. I want to let go of all this pain, but I'm afraid I'll go insane. He may come back, I have some hope, but with everything else, how can I cope. I can't explain this feeling, I think about it everyday and even though we've moved on, it gets so hard to walk away.

Somehow I can't put you in the past and I'd do anything just to fall asleep with you. Will you remember me? Cause I know I won't forget you.

I'm frozen. I can't find the words to tell you that I love you. I can't tell you how much you truly mean to me. I can't tell you I fell asleep on my pillow, crying softly; I needed you, I needed you terribly. And I can't tell you how much I hope you'll be here. So instead, I tell you I hate you and bye. Hoping that you know I meant the other way round.

But, only to realize that wishes often don't come true and hearts are more often then not, broken. So I stand there and watch you walk away.



I figured maybe if my heart stops beating, it wouldn't hurt so much.