Here's one song Mommy sent me.



我可以忍受 - 徐婕儿

我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你遥远的梦
就算是变化挖空我
至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受做了那么多
使她拥有我该得到的温柔
(使她拥有我没看过的笑容)

爱着你
是我改不了也不愿改的习惯
要放开哪有那么简单
了解你
是我说不出也不承认的悲哀
包容你
是我体谅的爱也当作应该

不要说对不起
原来你要的不是我
不要说谢谢你
什么你永远在我心中
can u tell me why
这样的我-你也曾爱过

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They keep saying time heal all wounds but why don't I see my wounds healing?
They keep saying good things are worth waiting for but I've waited for such a long time and still don't see my wait worth while.
They keep saying the right person will come along but I guess he got stuck in the drain or got knock down by a car.

And now I say, all this while, you've been lying. All your words pour out like sweet sick misery. You're holding onto these words like they mean something, but I'm simply holding onto the next memory. We look a little like the tired backseat after the midnight rendez-vous have taken their toll and we become nothing more than shallow images of ourselves once held to the light.

You played me on. Played me like a clown. It's sad to be true and be fooled by you. You twist and turn me around. You gave me hope which brought me up to heaven but within split seconds you brought me down to hell. You make me felt that I was the only one and at the same time you also make me felt that I was just a nobody, nobody. And, how can I ever thank you for all that?

They were right to say, I deserve someone better. I don't understand why am I not hating you or cursing you at this very moment, yet I'm wishing you happiness from now until always.