past tense

Monday, July 10, 2006

First day of school................. I DIN'T ENJOY!! I hate to meet new friends but anyhows got to know this two pretty friendly girl. Bag fucking heavy cause of the books. Then the classroom chairs are so uncomfortable that it gave me backaches. I can cross my legs cause' the table was toooo low. 3 hours of teaching and they bloody give me only 15 - 20 minutes of break which by the time I walk to the canteen, queue up and all takes up half of the time already. I hate to wake up earlyjust to travel. Especially, such long distance. Plus, the bus I took today has no air-con. I hate to climb the overhead bridge. I hate the stairs. I hate projects. To add to all this shit. My sandlas are new so it gave me blisters.

FUCK!

I MISS NCHS!!!!!!! How I wish I'm still in NCHS. Walk to school. Be late. Get scolded but still feeling happy. Go to class 5A. See all crazy friends. (: Talk, laugh, sleep, recess, toilet break(after every lesson). Grooving to the songs on my MP3 during lessons. Skip lessons. Bell rings. Go to CP with Kum and Wanting and whoever after school. Home at Sengkang.

I want that kinda life again. I don't wanna grow up! Growing up is such a chore. ='(

CA in September. Semester examination in November. So fucking fast lah! So much to study so little time. I'm so tired.

This is only the FIRST day of school I'm already complaining like fuck. Nevermind. I'll get used to it.

Orientation this Thursday. Stupid.

Ugly template. Lazy to change and no time. Bare with it.

I'm in a cranky mood cause' I've not enough sleep.

And, Jonathan went MIA. Called him he didn't pick up and didn't appear in school.

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Lee How passed his theory test all thanks to my blessings! (: Waiting for him to msg me and tell me whether he pass his practical test or not. Good luck!

Okays, and Meow have a gf. Good Luck too. ((:
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I've had enough. Nobody understands what I'm going through. First, I got to accept myself in a total new environment. I always feel like crying when I feel I'm all alone and the feeling of fear is all over. I don't wanna go to school. ='( Secondly, I realise people are too busy to even bother about me. ='( Lastly, you can never fucking understand me.

I shall just hid myself in a corner and cry.

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