Happy Birthday FengZhu!!

After dining we sat at Coffee Bean(s). 5 of us laugh so much. Went K- box with Shermin whereas the rest went home to do their work. Mum came to fetch us home after that.

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I was shock to receive: ".......I still havent forget the treat.. :-)"

Happy Birthday to Shermin in advance. (: Another lao ren. Haha.

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Okays. Just a random note. I don't like Akina. Heh.

2 more days till Shermin's birthday.
5 more days till FZ's birthday.


Meeting Jamie this Thursday to pass her, her birthday present and to have dinner. (:

Meeting Wanting and co. together with Shermin this Friday to dine at that "Chompchomp?". Whatever is that spelt as. To celebrate Shermin's birthday and most prolly gonna go down to K-box with her after that.

Going for FZ chalet. And Mom's so happy cause she gonna have chicken to eat. Hahaha!

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To the supermarket after school tomorrow to do some research for my subject. Anyhows, laughed so much in class today till I wanna die.

I'm gonna use back this ugly template and leaving it as it is until I can come up with something nicer. ;)

And I'm trying NOT to spend soo much moolahs on taxi fares. Sigh. But I'm plain lazy.

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Did I mention Lee How owes me a treat? =D Yes, he do. Cause I blessed him. And the blessing worked. Heh.


I SAW CHUEN YONG AND THAT JOE(should be lah!) TODAY! AND I SAW SHANNON THE OTHER DAY! =)) So happy to see familiar faces around.

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I'M NOT OKAY!! SHOOT ME!

Well, friends come and go. Bye.

Saw MOMMY today!!! =DDD

My mum just came in with this American Express Membership rewards Booklet, saying my dad wanna take his points to get me a camera and asking which one I want. But no, I already have one already though its kinda sucky. Haha. I rather exchange it for some SKII products. (: Like the whitening source and mask which I wanna get initially and now I don't need to pay for it. Heh. Cheers!

But wait, I hope he doesn't kill me after looking at my handphone bill. $500 plus! BOOM!! Cause' of the auto-roaming thingy. BAH!! -cross fingers-

Elements of Econs tomorrow. I totally abhor it! Dang!

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I love you Mommy, thanks for being there. (:

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ANYTHING FOR YOU (Gloria Estefan)

Anything for you
Though you're not here
Since you said we're through
It seems like years
Time keeps draggin' on and on
And forever's been and gone
Still I can't figure what went wrong

I'd still do anything for you
I'll play your game
You hurt me through and through
But you can have your way
I can pretend each time I see you
That I don't care and I don't need you
And, though you'll never see me cryin'
You know, inside, I feel like dying

And I'd do anything for you
In spite of it all
I've learned so much from you
You made me strong
But don't you ever think that I don't love you
That, for one minute, I forgot you
But, sometimes, things don't work out right And you just have to say goodbye

I hope you find someone to please you
Someone who'll care and never leave you
But, if that someone ever hurts you
You just might need a friend to turn to
And I'd do anything for you
I'll give you up
If that's what I should do
To make you happy

Don't you ever think that I don't love you
That, for one minute, I forgot you
But, sometimes, things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye
Don't wanna say goodbye

I wasn't as strong as I thought I could be.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MOMMY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MOMMY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MOMMY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!"

Mommy, you know sometimes I might always be there for you though I promised you I'll. But you know Nu'er lah. Once I sleep, I REALLY sleep. Hee. Anyhows, I still think of you and love you just as much. Haha. Sound so les, hor? No. This is motherly and daughterly love. Haha. I hope you enjoyed your day. (: Take care. Much love. <3
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On a lighter note, Shannon added me on MSN. So shocking. I never really talked to him in class before for the pass 3 years or so. Okay. No one bother anyway. Haha.

Till then.

Went out with Shermin after school. Ate that Fried Mars Bar! Delicious~

Caught up with few of 5A peeps. Which I think is a good thing. Had a little chat with Chuen Yong online and realise Bernice, Shannon and him is in Ngee Ann Poly which is just beside SIM. And we gonna meet up for lunch, soon enough. And we started talking about those days and getting so excited about meeting up like some small kids. Haha.

Anyhows, Jonathan was not able to attend school cause' the army don't let him 'defer' or something like that. Which means, he got to withdraw from school and join army. That's what Bryan said. Good luck in army then. =D

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Life is a choice, sucess is not an accident.

Bye, to you.

Like I said. Went to Tanya's mini concert sort of thingy plus autograph session with Shermin. She's so much prettier as compare to the time she came to NCHS the other time. Wanton couldn't make not cause' of some family matters but anyhows I managed to secretly take a short video of Tanya and send it to her. Called her up and tell her how's the whole thing and we're gonna meet up soon. Took a ca home after that cause' I was freaking tired.

Presentation!!! Oh yes. This is the thing I'm afraid of. I never like standing in front of class and present. =( Something to be happy about? I met new friends? Sort of.

I'll put the school's stuff aside now.

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And Lydia, Thank you for that comment. Yay. It make sense. I just have to get use to it. Gonna see you this Saturday cause of Ba-boo birthday party right? See ya soon then. =)

Waiting for my brother to get outta the toilet so that I can wash up and go back to bed.

I hate bus 74 cause' there's NO air-con. Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! And as usual I still hate school just as much. BOO! And yes, whatever I learnt in Secondary school is of no use, AT ALL. Well, not really. I still draw graphs now. Maybe, that's all?
Elements of Econs SUCKS! Introduction to Management and Sales and Maketing Management is quite okay. Haven started Study Skills in English and Principals of Accounting and Business Finance though. But they sound BORINGGGGGG. Class projects, CAs, exams and all the stress is killing me. Plus there's so many notes to copy!! BAH!

Kean Long msg-ed me just now. Complain to him about school. I'm glad Kum and Kean Long is there for me to rant and rant and rant about how I hate school.

Anyhows, going to Ngee Ann Poly with Wan Ting and Shermin after school tomorrow to see Tanya. Wan Ting is uber happy. Okay wait. Shermin just called and say Wan Ting can't go so left with Shermin and me.

And I sick. =(



I miss my 5A, so very much. Loves loves loves.


I'm off to re-copy my untidy notes. Bye.

First day of school................. I DIN'T ENJOY!! I hate to meet new friends but anyhows got to know this two pretty friendly girl. Bag fucking heavy cause of the books. Then the classroom chairs are so uncomfortable that it gave me backaches. I can cross my legs cause' the table was toooo low. 3 hours of teaching and they bloody give me only 15 - 20 minutes of break which by the time I walk to the canteen, queue up and all takes up half of the time already. I hate to wake up earlyjust to travel. Especially, such long distance. Plus, the bus I took today has no air-con. I hate to climb the overhead bridge. I hate the stairs. I hate projects. To add to all this shit. My sandlas are new so it gave me blisters.

FUCK!

I MISS NCHS!!!!!!! How I wish I'm still in NCHS. Walk to school. Be late. Get scolded but still feeling happy. Go to class 5A. See all crazy friends. (: Talk, laugh, sleep, recess, toilet break(after every lesson). Grooving to the songs on my MP3 during lessons. Skip lessons. Bell rings. Go to CP with Kum and Wanting and whoever after school. Home at Sengkang.

I want that kinda life again. I don't wanna grow up! Growing up is such a chore. ='(

CA in September. Semester examination in November. So fucking fast lah! So much to study so little time. I'm so tired.

This is only the FIRST day of school I'm already complaining like fuck. Nevermind. I'll get used to it.

Orientation this Thursday. Stupid.

Ugly template. Lazy to change and no time. Bare with it.

I'm in a cranky mood cause' I've not enough sleep.

And, Jonathan went MIA. Called him he didn't pick up and didn't appear in school.

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Lee How passed his theory test all thanks to my blessings! (: Waiting for him to msg me and tell me whether he pass his practical test or not. Good luck!

Okays, and Meow have a gf. Good Luck too. ((:
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I've had enough. Nobody understands what I'm going through. First, I got to accept myself in a total new environment. I always feel like crying when I feel I'm all alone and the feeling of fear is all over. I don't wanna go to school. ='( Secondly, I realise people are too busy to even bother about me. ='( Lastly, you can never fucking understand me.

I shall just hid myself in a corner and cry.

Fuck! To add to my saddness. I went online to check my timetable and realise I'm in a different class with Shermin. I so wanna die lah. Called Jonathan but he never pick up. Shucks! This is worst then going to primaray school or secondary school.

And the first day of school I'm learning some fucking Sales and Marketing Management!!!? Kill me! I'm gonna bring sweets and chocolates in to keep me awake. And prolly msg Kum to rant and kill boredom. Now without Shermin and prolly Jonathan in my class I just hope people in the same class will be nice. Be nice okay?

I'm so fucking sad. I bought new products, apply them onto my face and sadly its not suitable. Causing, major breakout. I'm going back to Joyce Lim this coming Monday after school. Shucks! I got to face my new classmates with an ugly face. =(((((((((

我不难过

又站在你家的门口　
我们重复沉默
这样子单方面的守候　
还能多久终于你开口向我诉说她有多溫柔　
虽然你还握著我的手　
但我已不在你心中我真的懂　
你不是喜新厌旧　
是我没有　
陪在你身边　
当你寂寞时候別再看著我　
说著你爱过　
別太伤痛　
我不难过　
这不算什么只是为什么眼泪会流　
我也不懂就让我走　
让我开始享受自由　
回憶很多　
你的影子也会充滿我生活我並不懦弱　
你比谁都懂　
虽然寂寞　这会是我　
最后的寬容抱紧我　
再抱紧我　
这一份感动　
请你让我留在胸口別在说是你的错　
爱到了尽头　
是非对错　
就让它随风忘了所有　
过得比你快活我真的懂　
你不是喜新厌旧　
是我没有　陪在你身边　
当你寂寞时候別再看著我　
说著你爱过　
別太伤痛　
我不难过　
这不算什么只是为什么眼泪会流　
我也不懂不要再说　
或許这是最好結果　
现在分手　
总好过你不爱我一拖再拖松开你的手　
离开你左右　
我向前走　
这会是我　
真正的解脱

Something wrong with my computer CD writer. Anyhoos, called the uncle and he's coming over to change the dang thing.

Rubbish entry. =D Bye.

8 more days till school starts.
14 more days till meeting Mommy and her friends. (Hopefully I can make it (:)
15 more days till Mommy's birthday.

Cabbed down to Tampines Mall to meet Jamie first. Took photos. Fengzhu called Jamie and we went down to meet her then headed to Pastamania. Chat ALOT! Fengzhu super cute lah!! Even before she start saying something she start laughing already. And Mommy is so pretty. (:
-pouts- I'msothejealouscan cause' both of them got big eyes and I got small eyes!!!

Anyhoos, had a nice and pleasant day with them! Loves!! ((:

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"fish told the ocean: u can't see me cry cos im in the the water
ocean: no, i can feel ur tears cos i have u in me"
(Took this from JM blog. (:)