past tense

2007-08-10T17:38:00.000+08:00

(: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:

Need I say more?

2007-08-09T18:39:00.000+08:00

Home alone - I hate

2007-08-09T10:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! (:

2007-08-07T23:10:00.000+08:00

Finally, all projects are cleared but there's nothing much to be happy about since the exams are in 2 weeks and 5 days. Not a lot of time left, plus I have not studied for my final theory test this Friday! I actually plan to start studying on the 1st of Aug, which I obviously failed to do so. I seriously want to pass it with just one try. Everything is about books, studies, exams, tests and what more? Totally hate it.

Anyway, thank god I'm recovering from my illness, its definitely not a good time to be sick now when there's so many things left undone.

2007-08-06T19:42:00.000+08:00

Alright,

Ku! I miss you in ya short hair! =)

Back to Marketing! Ciao!

2007-08-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

Who would've thought of it
That I might feel like this
Some kind of wonderful
There's nothing quite comparable

:)

2007-08-01T16:50:00.000+08:00

'No shorts and slippers for presentation.' Ha! Well done!

2007-07-31T16:35:00.000+08:00

2007-07-29T11:26:00.000+08:00

Entry at 10:5AM deleted.

Jojo - Secret Love

Just a friend
That's all I've ever been to you
Oh just a girl
Who wants to be the center of your world
But I ain't got much to offer
But my heart and soul
And I guess that's not enough
For you to notice me
I'm just a girl
And I guess that's all I'll ever be to you
To you

I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok
But ohh
You don't know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn't even know
My secret love

In my dreams
I see us both together constantly
Why can't you see
This love that's here for you inside of me
What do I have to do
For you to notice this
You look at her with love
With me it's just friendship
I'm just your girl
And I guess that's all I'll ever be to you
To you

Y Y Y

2007-07-28T22:06:00.000+08:00

"When you love someone, and you love them with your heart, it never disappears when you're apart. And when you love someone and you've done all you can do, you set them free, and if that love was true.... when you love someone it will all come back to you..."

-Forget Paris

(Credits to: this blogger)

2007-07-25T21:11:00.000+08:00

And I say, "You are my happiness."

2007-07-22T18:23:00.000+08:00

Long day.

Ku: I closed my eyes!

Jeanie: Me too!

(The photo later on appeared on the screen and both on us did the same squashed-up face! Lol.)

-

Well the sun is surely sinking down
But the moon is slowly rising
So this old world must still be spinning around
And I still love you

2007-07-20T17:09:00.000+08:00

My entries are B-O-R-I-N-G, boring. Its all about school-shopping-xx-school-school life-AND STILL, school-shopping-school-xx.........

I live a boringgggg life,

I wake up at 6.30am. (from mon to sat)
Come straight home almost everyday.
After school I head home to watch tv/sleep if not do some shopping/lunch with friends/meet my mum.
I sleep at lets say, latest 11pm ever since school started.
I sleep my life away on Sundays.

And, these routine hardly changes. So, this explains why my entries are boring.

(See! Another boring entry!)

P/s: Final theory is 20 days away from now and I have yet to read up on the theory book. I reckon I'm gonna fail. =(

2007-07-17T17:28:00.000+08:00

~~Monday~~Tuesday Blues.

Just another broken road. Ha!

Alright, so this is what jealousy feels like? I don't like it, it hurts quite bad. -pushes jealousy away-

-

Now tell me, how do you define the term "friend(s)"?

Yourdictionary.com says:

'Friend' definition;
1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
4. One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.

Friends? They might just stabbed you from the back, gossiped about you when you're not around, put up a fake front... yadda yadda. Including myself. Everyone is selfish. Everyone is a hypocrite, somehow or rather. Human is such a cunning mammal. And, if you actually gossiped about ya friend(which I think most people do) be prepared that they will do like wise when you're not around. =)

This is life. Nothing can be done. Agree? Yes. Bahh!

Now, remember in kindergarten where it would be your first day and you would meet someone new and 10 minutes later you would be playing like you were best friends because back then you didn't have to pretend to be anyone but yourself.

Oh well. =)

2007-07-15T15:46:00.000+08:00

Oh well, need I say more?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMIE! =)

Much love, Jeanie

2007-07-12T20:11:00.000+08:00

I turn green each time I see pictures of couples holding hands.

2007-07-10T20:52:00.000+08:00

Maybe we're just a lie.

2007-07-08T19:46:00.000+08:00

Went Vivo City with the girls after school yesterday and we caught this pretty hilarious flick, My Wife is A Gangster III cause' only the front row is available for Transformer. Oh well. Bought this towel-look-alike material top at Forever 21 which they think I can use it after bathing. But I thought it was quite nice what! =D Dine at Pasta Mania and took a cab home with Raymond.

Anyway, I received all my online shopping stuffs and thank god it was what I expected it to be. You know, sometimes what you see is really not what you get and will just end up lying in my cupboard or auction or giving it to others. The worst thing about online shopping is not about the disappointment when you received the products its when you made payment but you don't received your products! -roll eyes- Those seller who do that are the nastiest creature on earth!

Baah!

-

Why is it always..

flame to dust
lovers to friends

why do all good things come to an end?

Why can't it be..

water to ice

enemies to friends

all unhappy thing will come to an end.

Oh well!

P/s: Either there's is something wrong with my computer or Blogger.

Pp/s: I don't want to go to school.

Ppp/s: My younger brother keep saying, "Jeanie Jeanie Jeanie..." in different pitch and tone. _l_

-

陈奕迅 - 好久不见

我来到你的城市
走过你来时的路
想像着没我的日子
你是怎样的孤独
拿着你给的照片
熟悉的那一条街
只是没了你的画面
我们回不到那天

你会不会忽然的出现
在街角的咖啡店
我会带着笑脸挥手寒喧
和你坐着聊聊天

我多么想和你见一面
看看你最近改变
不再去说从前只是寒喧
对你说一句只是说一句
好久不见

拿着你给的照片
熟悉的那一条街
只是没了你的画面
我们回不到那天

你会不会忽然的出现
在街角的咖啡店
我会带着笑脸挥手寒喧
和你坐着聊聊天

我多么想和你见一面
看看你最近改变
不再去说从前只是寒喧
对你说一句只是说一句
好久不见

2007-07-04T20:21:00.000+08:00

Its always nice to catch up with the old friends whom you've not contact for the past few years. =)

-

Its not what you think it is.

You know, sometimes when I don't contact you/reply ya messages/pick up ya call it doesn't mean I go MIA and it doesn't always mean I'm lazy/sleeping/ignoring that's why I don't contact you/reply ya messages/pick up ya call. I do have my own stuffs to do, plus school have started and other then my school mates and Adeline, I hardly contact anyone else. The feeling is really awful when your friend come to you and say, "....You Shouldnt had appear since you plan to MIA...... you wanna leave than just leave dont bother to appear again..." Its like... idon'tknowhowtosay.

Really, if you want it this way, then this way it shall be.

(not to one, but to all)

Sigh.

-

Alright, last but not least,

To you again,
I've always been by your side, even when you don't see or feel me; and I always will be.

2007-07-03T16:22:00.000+08:00

I complained that lecturers are too strict last semester and last last semester, and that they always call out my name whenever I open my mouth. Now now, I got a freaking weird lecturer and I mean FREAKING WEIRD! She's.................................. cranky? err, freaky? funny? cute(vomits)? nice? Ahh! I don't how to describe her. Nevermind about that, I just hope I'm able to pay more attention to what she's teaching then paying attention to her funny actions/countless expressions.

*complain complain complain*

So yay, its the second day of school and I'm still not used to waking up at 6 am-ish. (YAWNS!)

-

我爱你你却爱他

And you know the following are for you,

Bon Jovi - Naked To The Pain
When I promised you,
That I would be strong,
It was not a lie,
It was just that I was wrong
There's no way I'd ever guess,
I'd be so defenseless

I have walked against the wind,
I find shelter in my friends,
There's some comfort in the wine,
If I can sleep it buys me time,
I can duck out of the rain,
But there's no hiding from the truth,
I'm still naked to the pain,
Of losing you
I can't build a door,
That you can't drift through,
When I close my eyes,
I still dream of you
Don't you know when you love someone,
There's no protection

I can duck out of the rain,
But there's no hiding from the truth,
But I'm still naked to the pain of losing you

Brian McKnight - Still
Funny when you stop and think
times goes faster then you blink
nothings ever like it was
but girl we've got a special thing
all the happiness it brings
is more than enough

I know its hard to believe
your still the biggest part of me
all I'm living for
I still think about you
I still dream about you
I still want you
and need you by my side
I'm still mad about you
all I ever wanted was you
you are still the one

It's hard to breathe when were apart
your like sunshine in my heart
I keep you here inside
you've been everything to me
you've been and always will be
the apple of my eye

And I know its hard to believe
your still the biggest part of me
all I'm living for
I still think about you
I still dream about you
I still want you
and need you by my side
I still mad about you
all i ever wanted was you
you are still the one

If you love me
look into my eyes and say you do
I've been waiting all my life
for someone just like you
baby all that we've been through
girl im still in love with you
and I want you to know I do, I do

I still think about you
I still dream about you
I still want you
and need you by my side
I'm still mad about you
all I ever wanted was you
you are still the one

2007-07-02T16:38:00.000+08:00

After one month of holidays, its time to face reality and go back to school days.

There's nothing else to blog about. So, till then. (:

2007-07-01T16:06:00.001+08:00

There's a reason behind my self-destructive tendencies.

2007-06-30T00:12:00.000+08:00

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=)

2007-06-29T21:26:00.000+08:00

Alright, just a quick update.

Went to school to pay the fees collect the notes and went Bugis with Malini and Xiaohui. Wanted to meet Meow for dinner but he didn't reply my message(he prolly got my MIA disease. lol.) Anyway, met Haoru, Kamhong, Wilson and one of their friend after to go Marina South to eat. (without Wilson) Saw my parents there so came home with them.

P/s: Thanks Raymond for the lovely J.Co donuts from Indo. =)
Pp/s: Hate it when MSN messenger is down.
Ppp/s: I keep seeing this MTV on SCV but I god damn don't know the title cause I keep missing the from part.

-

周蕙 - 最爱

谁曾经说爱情会很漫长
头发也白了都会在身旁
到最后只有我守侯到天亮
谁曾经给我一百个希望
还承诺永远不让我失望
到最后才发现只有泪在脸上
爱是一种勇气
当确定了就不停止
路就算再崎岖我也要走下去
包容你宠坏你守着你
都是你让我一辈子愿意
除了是心痛我什么都可给你
爱了就不怕伤心
聆听你附和你纵容你
都是你我会永远不放弃
下定决心天下再美丽
我最爱的只有你

2007-06-28T18:56:00.000+08:00

Got to go down to school tomorrow to pay the fees and collect the notes. Tiring.

2007-06-27T22:43:00.000+08:00

Leonard & Jeremy

Now. =)

Then. =)

Ciao.

2007-06-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

Mac Cafe, our must go.

Done by: Meryl :)

2007-06-25T00:35:00.000+08:00

IMFJOH. GDF. IHTWYLHLILY.

2007-06-24T20:49:00.002+08:00

When the world turns you in circles
And the wind is at your face
When you need somewhere to run to

I know a place
If you want someone who's willing
To lay down their heart
Someone to dry your tears
I'm here
I volunteer

A shoulder, a caring voice
To tell you its okay
Arms meant for holding you
Whenever your afraid
I've got that and more to spare
Just say the word and I'll be there

2007-06-22T22:43:00.000+08:00

And again, a lot more broke and two feet full of blisters. =(

$345 - Yes? No? Yes? No? Dilemma.

Irony.

Sagittarius

There is an amazing amount of warmth coming your way today, and it's all coming from the people whom you choose to have in your life -- the people you feel proud to call your friends. You are indeed loved by your friends, and you will always be able to count on them for the wise council, unwavering support and positive reinforcement that you need. Today, make time to be with them and enjoy some of the private jokes and friendly silliness that make your life sweet.

Oh, really?

2007-06-21T19:38:00.000+08:00

I love this, but its out of stock.

And, I thought this was quite pretty too.

But, Meow thought otherwise. Anyway, he's such a B-I-T-C-H, BITCH. Yes! -laughs- Anyway, after reading his comment made me realise I've been neglecting this buddy of mine for i-don't-know-how-long so, yeap, see ya soon bitch. =D

Alrighty, meeting up with Lydia and Will together with my younger brother and myself of course for shopping and movie, Shrek 3 (mentos chewy partner say its nice). =)

Also, will be meeting up with the SIM girlies on Monday and meeting up with Adeline darling on Thursday. =)

Till then.

-

我曾经爱过这样一个男人
他说我是世上最美的女人
我为他保留着那一份天真
关上爱别人的门
也是这个被我深爱的男人
把我变成世上最笨的女人
他说的每句话我都会当真
他说最爱我的唇

我的要求并不高
待我像从前一样好
可是有一天你说了同样的话
把别人拥入怀抱

你身上有她的香水味
是我鼻子犯的罪
不该嗅到她的美
檫掉一切陪你睡
你身上有她的香水味;
是你赐给的自卑
你要的爱太完美
我永远都学不会

2007-06-19T23:38:00.000+08:00

Melrose & CariDee:

2007-06-18T16:22:00.000+08:00

Some random notes:

1) I love both, CariDee and Melrose.
2) Shopping was phat.
3) Mum got me a new watch.
4) School starting sooon.
5) I've been sleeping at 4am.
6) I want more moolahs.
7) Something's wrong with the template but I can't be bothered.
8) I stated that I was on a strict diet in the previous entry but the next moment I bought to big bars of chocolate from Giant.
9) I need to meet my Bear, Wanting.
10) I have a fugly haircut.
11) Spongebob make me laugh but too much of Spongebob make me mad.

-

2007-06-16T17:46:00.000+08:00

Received a call from third aunty and she suddenly asked me about my hoildays so I thought maybe she wants me to work in my uncle's company or something. But no, she later on passed the call to my third uncle and he said, "..on your next hoilday(which is on Sep) you'll go for a double eyelid surgery with Lydia(his daughter, my cousin)..."

"???!?!?!?!?!?!??!!!?!?!?!"

I just laugh it off. =D Hope he doesn't remember it.

-

P/s: I really want that T&C bracelet but it its fucking expensive lar!
Pp/s: Zoe is the New Face! =) We'll be supporting you!
Ppp/s: I'm going on a strict diet.
Pppp/s: Mum have been reallllllllll nice recently. (e.g. paying for my Longchamp bag, paying for my hair expenses, wanting to buy me a levis jeans when i said i wanted one...)
Ppppp/s: Supposed to go shopping with brother but he's sleeping like a log.

2007-06-14T19:28:00.001+08:00

LALA LALA LALA LALA!!

2007-06-12T16:07:00.000+08:00

爱像一场重感冒

写了封信给你好象依依不舍
剛寄出去马上就后悔了
多希望邮差能把地址看错或是弄丟了
因为你是真的和別人不一样
不然我不会那么感傷
但是我已爱到不能爱
让到不能让还能怎样
不如倔强
倒数三秒我会开始努把你忘掉
有时候爱情就像是一场重感冒
等烧退了就好
找一天将心情当房子好好地打扫
我喜欢每次丟掉多余的东西
那种轻松美好

心中的遗憾

喜欢对著天空发呆想的你的笑容出现在云端
你总是能让我开怀忍耐我的坏
就试著一起将烟消云散

也许遇见你是个错错在我们身处不同的时空
两颗心交会的时後一分钟就足够
够我一辈子想念很久

我会选择离开微笑告别伤害
我知道你心中的那份遗憾
当你为她带上幸福的头盖
我含泪祝福你有美的未来

想飞到千里外期待一切重来
想洗去你对你的所有依赖
但谢谢你让我体会了真爱
我永远记得你心中的遗憾

也许遇见你是个错错在我们身处不同的时後
两颗心交会的时後一分钟就足够
够我一辈子想念很久
我会选择离开微笑告别伤害
我知道你心中的那份遗憾
当你为她带上幸福的头盖
我含泪祝福你有美的未来

想飞到千里外期待一切重来
想洗去你对你的所有依赖
但谢谢你让我体会了真爱
我永远记得你心中的遗憾

想飞到千里外期待一切重来
想洗去你对你的所有依赖
但谢谢你让我体会了真爱
我永远记得你心中的遗憾

-

P/s: Results on 14 June. I wonder this little miss lucky living in me will take me how far.

2007-06-10T18:54:00.000+08:00

Maybe I've never found the right way
I kept my love hidden underground
Baby I wish that there was some way
That I could turn the clock around

You're my secret love.

-

Life's been a b-i-t-c-h, bitch.

2007-06-09T00:15:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Facai!!! =))

Note to myself:
June 14 - Jiamin's
June 22 - Wayne's
June 28 - My bro's

2007-06-08T17:22:00.000+08:00

Could have been so beautiful
Could have been so right
Could have been my lover
Everyday of my life
I'll never know what could have been
On a cold and lonely night

When, I heard you found yourself a new woman and you say you're as happy as can be.
I realised, I have been so blind for all these years. I can't find the right words to say since I gave you away; I gave it all away. Guess I only see the truth through all this fear, and living life without you.

I'm jealous of the sun.

-

2007-06-07T17:15:00.000+08:00

Got up at 9.30am and went down Raffles City to meet the girls to..........

BUY DONUTS FROM THE DONUT FACTORY!!!

TADAH! Yummy-licious!

We queued up for an hour and I considered it fast cause I thought we are suppose to queue for like 3 - 5 hours. Plus, I once queued up for 12 hours to see 5566 so what's that 1 hour of queuing in an air-conditioned shopping center compared to 12 hours of queuing under the hot sun. =)

The wait was worthwile.

-

I'm loving it.

-

My phone is finally ready for collection.

2007-06-05T00:47:00.001+08:00

One day, when I was in the car together with my Mum and she drove passed my primary school, CHIJ Katong Primary and it have been demolished. =((((((((((((((((((

2007-06-04T22:03:00.000+08:00

~~18 Sep 2006~~
"....you will always be that special someone i care."

(Am I still that special someone you care?)

3 Oct 2006
"What if..
"EVERYBODY" Rmbrs U?
"EVERYBODY" Fights For U?
"EVERYBODY" Talks To U?
"EVERYBODY" Even Cares About U?
Then'll be tat one n only not to treat u as above. make u always tink tat i'm so bad.. Liddat den i can build a space in ur mind to let u rmb mr forever... =P good night and take care zhu. =)"

(I will never forget you, never will.)

~~From that very moment........~~

xoxo Y

2007-06-02T23:10:00.000+08:00

Alright, exams are over. Hope there's no need for any sup paper, please.

-

Went to Century today to repair my fucked up phone and it will only be ready for collection like 5 days later, then to town, again. Finally, got my Longchamp bag and 2k t-shirt.

No more shopping for the time being, I'm broke and I need my beauty sleep.

2007-05-28T23:43:00.000+08:00

At this point of time, nothing is getting into my head anymore so I thought I'll take a short break. First paper tomorrow, Financial Accounting. What a killer. Every paper to me is a killer lar okay. Done with, ratio formulas and cash flow, finally. Left with all the analysis shit and prolly practice some adjustments thingy then off to bed.

So yesterday, I was telling my mum that I want to be a air stewardess but I can't swim, I dare not sleep in the hotel room with the other air stewardess, etc. There's 7 interview to go through. (p/s: I have one friend that pass all the 7 interviews and is now under training. =)) I doubt I can even pass the first the first interview. My friend told me one of her friend did not pass one interview cause she had this little scar on her eye area. Damn. I have a chickenpox scar on my chin, just a teeny weeny one.

Alright, I've made up my mind, if I fail any one of the semester I'll stop studying and be a air stewardess(provided I pass the 7 interviews). Of course I wouldn't want to fail my course and see my hard work and moolahs my dad have paid for me to enter this course to fly away. We'll see how things goes. =)

Oh, did I mention I got 4 new Junk Food tees and that makes me a happy girl. Frog paid for one though and got me the ring that I was eyeing for quite some time, this make me a super happy girl. =) Wanted to get this butterfly Havaianas from New Urban Male but they didn't have my size. I'm dying to get. Will make my way to other outlets to seek for it after exams.

Okay, I've no idea how I manged to write such a long entry as it was suppose to be a short and sweet one.

Anyway, good luck to all the SIM-ers who's taking their exams tomorrow. =)

Back to books. =(

2007-05-26T18:16:00.000+08:00

Taking a little breather after all the non-stop mugging. 3 more days till my first paper. Last minute work is not good.

Anyway, I managed to memorised all the ratio formula in let's say, 1 hour. Now, I hope it just stays in my head. Many more to go. Bus com is madness, I've got no idea where to start.

I hate the exams period. I'm totally worn out. Sigh.

-

On a lighter note, I'm a step nearer to having my license.

2007-05-17T23:22:00.000+08:00

The other day I was watching this documentary on National Geographical Channel, In The Womb and it showed how a baby is formed and everything. Its just soo amazing. I can't believe I went through all this incredible transformation when I was in my mum's womb.

Credits to 'http://channel.nationalgeographic.com/channel/inthewomboriginal/' for the pictures.

2007-05-16T00:24:00.000+08:00

Firstly, I don't understand how ~~childish~~irritating some people can really get? My god. I doubt he even knows it himself. I understand that guys usually enter the state of maturity at a later age then girls but c'mon he's already in his early 20s. I wonder what's wrong with his brain? ~~I reckon~~ he got a pea brain and he should learn how to look at himself before commenting on others. The pot calling the kettle black. To end it off, he's such a ugly creature on the inside and the outside. Puke. -roll eyes-

Nuff' said.

-

So, after school I went TM to get my mum and grandma a belated mother's day gift. Damage: $200+ But at least they love it. I also bought Frog a belated birthday present. =)

Okay, I was mugging(-claps-) just now and I've got quite a lot of queries that I need to clear with Raymond when I see him tomorrow.

Now, should I continue mugging or sleep? Mug or Sleep? Sleep or Mug? Okay, SLEEP!

P/s: I will never forget. =)

2007-05-15T12:01:00.000+08:00

Caught Spidey with Meryl, XL and XH after school. Yeah, only the four of us cause some couldn't make it and some have already caught it. I'll give 3 outta 5 popcorns.

Anyway, did I mention that recently I've been going to school early and staying back after school for study sessions? Yay, but, I still prefer studying at home and so, from tomorrow I'll spend more time at home.

-

Okay. Happy Birthday Lee How! (Bahhhhhhh. like he's going to read it. LOL.)

2007-05-10T23:11:00.000+08:00

Before I forget,

2007-05-09T22:50:00.000+08:00

Raymond's Birthday celebration. =)

XiaoHui's Birthday Celebration. =))

Recently, I've been sleeping at 2 am, getting up at 9 am and reaching home at about 9+ pm. This routine is killing me. I'm lack of sleep, like seriously. My panda eyes are getting darker, no amount of eye cream seems to help. My skin is dehydrating.

Guess I'll turn into a zombie even before exams start.

Okay, I'm off to watch the HK dramas on SCV.

2007-05-05T22:42:00.000+08:00

Exams in another two weeks or more. Time to bury myself in the books/notes.

This semester is still a cursed. I'll just laugh my ass off about this issue since I can never get out of it. And I reckon this will continue until I leave SIM.

Anyway, went down to Hollywood Secrets to have my eyebrows trimmed together with Shermin. Waited for a whole one hour before its my turn and cabbed home after that. Decided to give my cousin's birthday gathering a miss as I was dead beat.

3 May - Leonard's
6 May - Raymond's
7 May - Winn's
9 May - Xiaohui'S
10 May - Mengli's
15 May - Leehow's
25 May - Kean Long's

I wonder who's birthday fall on May too.

I hate this place.
I miss Steve Irwin.

2007-05-04T20:56:00.000+08:00

You deserves every single shit. No point feeling guilty at this point of time . She, he, they may forgive you but I never will. You're disgusting! Totally!

Life's been a nightmare.

2007-05-03T22:32:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday little one.

2007-05-01T11:59:00.000+08:00

LOL

2007-04-29T23:15:00.000+08:00

Malini's Birthday Pictures.

Loves.

2007-04-29T21:29:00.000+08:00

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

2007-04-28T22:56:00.000+08:00

I was told, some guys in our class says that we have built a reputation for ourselves for being noisy and that we shouldn't be nervous for the presentation. What?!!!! Totally absurd!!

Wait, I don't see a link there. Shouldn't-be-nervous-for-presentaion-because-you're-noisy. Noisy-so-you-shouldn't-be-nervous. Hmmm..

Well, they were the ones who later on manage to calm us down and made us feel a-little-bit better? But still, the presentaion was screwed up.

Anyway, Loud/Noisy. We are just being ourselves.

If our loud laughter have cause you any irritation, I'm sorry you just got to accept it and learn how to multi-task because I'm sad to say, we'll be in the same class as you guys for... let say another year or less. =)

-

Someone have been logging in to friendster using my account. _l_

2007-04-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

FUCK PROJECTS, SERIOUSLY

!@#%$&^*(*)_+(*&^%$#

2007-04-26T22:36:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday Malini and Jonathan! =)))

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From that first look I knew
I found heaven in your eyes
But who was to know, the way it would go
I have no regrets
Glad I let you in
Wouldn't have missed one single moment
I would do it all over again

'Cause I was loved
I was touched
And I learned what love is, and I learned what love is
I was blessed
So blessed
'Cause i learned what love is, I learned what love is
From loving you

2007-04-25T20:02:00.000+08:00

In Queen Couture (got scolded cause not supposed to take photos in store)

Introduction of the 2 beauties (one mad)

2007-04-23T20:41:00.000+08:00

I've been eating like a cow these days. Even Malini agree with me that we are eating more then usual. And Meryl says by the end of this semester she will be down with diabetes. You can never imagine the amount of sweets/junk food we take in everyday. Sooo.. Pills and more pills to help detox and preventing me from becoming a real cow.

Anyway, flu, sore throat, headache, fever..... and all attack me at once. =(

-

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

xoxo Y

2007-04-22T15:35:00.000+08:00

My group presentation is next Saturday. Fucking crazy! I think I'm going to die.

Retail therapy + Cab fare is killing my moolahs, real fast. Man, this got to stop. Ya ya ya! I'm spoilt! I ~~don't~~seldom take public transport. I hate to squeeze and push my way through those smelly school kids in bus/MRT. Worst of all, I don't get a seat as its so crowded and I totally abhor standing throughout that one hour journey back home.

Aiya! SIM is just soo bloody far lar.

2007-04-22T00:30:00.000+08:00

2007-04-20T23:41:00.000+08:00

I LOVE SAMANTHA'S MAC BOOK!!!

2007-04-18T23:50:00.000+08:00

Finally, met up with darling bitch, Adeline!!! Went shopping and Crystal Jade like always. She also bought me this really cute eh-hem, Robot earring from Tokyo and I wore it immediately. I'm loving it! =)

I'm going to see her this Friday again, for Sushi. Okay, off to bed.

2007-04-17T21:26:00.000+08:00

My complexion is getting from bad to worst. =(

2007-04-15T15:41:00.000+08:00

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I did this personality test. And its sooo fuckign true! =)

When will you get married?

Here is the analysis: You want to get married as soon as possible. You may get married at the age of 20 or right after you have finished your education.

Anway, I've been clicking on the mouse and realise I've got myself a pair of shoes and a top online. I seriously need to curb my spending. I'll consider passing my ATM card to my mum for safe keeping.

2007-04-13T21:33:00.000+08:00

You think that shopping will let you forget your troubles, but two sore legs and a couple hundred dollars later, you're back to where you started. Except a little more stylish and a lot more broke.

Queen's Couture = Love

2007-04-12T21:54:00.000+08:00

Online shoppingggg is addictive.

Anyway, visited Frog at his work place. Kpt. (Hahahahaha!) The pay is damn good okay, but there's a price to pay which is only having a day off every two weeks. Good for me, bad for him. =) By the way, he smelt like chicken. Yikes.

Foundation really helps a lot in this Dip. At least, I'm no longer struggling with Accounts now and can relax a little. Bus Stats is alright for now but I know its gonna get harder as time passes. Bus Com is a major turn off, I seriously hate the thought of presenting in front of 100+ people. I almost died facing the foundation class of 50+ ( more or less) students even though I know like most of them. Now, I hardly even know half or better still one quarter of them. TO make thigns worst, I think the people in my class are-not-very-nice-people. Except, for those I know, of course. =)

Okay, nuff' of school shits.

Ku's in Tokyo with her friend. I'm so-super-duper-jealous! I wanna go shopping in Tokyo too! =(
Wanton got a new haircut and I got her to send me her photo. Super cute!

On a lighter note, I'm feelinggg so hungry.

2007-04-10T22:05:00.000+08:00

Just the second week of school and I'm packed with the never ending homework and projects.

Can't wait for this fucking two months to be OVER!

2007-04-06T14:37:00.001+08:00

CLASS 5A! (not everyone present though)

2007-04-06T13:02:00.000+08:00

2007-04-04T21:23:00.000+08:00

Finally, I got the new Sony T20 camera and on top of it my elder brother sponsored me $200 buckaroos. =)))

2007-04-03T20:39:00.000+08:00

2007-04-01T17:16:00.000+08:00

Semester two is officially starting tomorrow. I totally hate the way SIM plan our time table.

Monday - Saturday, 2pm -5pm

Business Statistics (lecture notes thick like shit)

Business Communication

Accounting

(numbers and MORE numbers plus I heard there will be presentaion. ugh! fuck fuck fuck!)

I guess I'll have no time for anything or anyone within this two months until exams is over. I hate the thought where I got to take the MRT to school and home on my own now. Ugh! I want longer holiday like Wanting(4 months straight can!).

2007-03-31T16:20:00.001+08:00

New and hot tops available at http://www.xanga.com/coutureaddicts

2007-03-30T23:08:00.000+08:00

2007-03-27T22:50:00.000+08:00

Met some of the 5A people yesterday at the chalet. =) Will upload the pictures once Adeline send it to me.

Got to make my way down to school to take the lecture notes. I don't see why SIM have to make things so difficult for us, when they can just give us the lecture notes to us when school commence.

P/s: !@$#%&*&^(*(_+@##W$%#^

2007-03-24T19:01:00.000+08:00

I've been sleeping at 3, 4am this holiday. Time to learn to tuck in early since school's starting. Can't view my time table. SIM student's portal is cock up. I abhor the thought of travelling from Pasir Ris to Clementi on my own this semester. -pouts-

It will be so much better if Blogger have the ability to lock most entries but can only be read by my friends.

P/s: I've been seeing Frog so much lately that I want to vomit. :D
Pp/s: Down with a bad sore throat.
Ppp/s: Hope to meet Mommy before school starts.

And now,

MY LATEST DESIRES! :(

2007-03-21T23:28:00.000+08:00

New semester starting on the 2nd of April. Two more tiring month before I get another month of break.

Shopping was phat these few days, especially with Frog.

Anyway, I think some people should really learn how to shut the fuck up and quit barking, like seriously.

Oh well....

I'm going to save moolahs for this.

2007-03-17T16:19:00.000+08:00

Going down to Uncle's house AGAIN. This time its my cousin birthday. I hate it when I can't say 'I don't want to go!'. This better be the last Saturday that I'm going down to his house. No more 'one more time' or another excuse to make us go down to his oh-so-new-house. BLAH!

Time to save moolahs already. =(

2007-03-17T01:28:00.000+08:00

When two become one.

2007-03-14T14:13:00.000+08:00

Caught this four shows in 2 weeks or more. Didn't really enjoyed the show 'Just Follow Law' cause' most of the idea is not original. Like the changing of souls thingy? One of HK drama showed it long ago. The part where FannWong and co. perform on stage? My! 5566 performed it on their tv shows ALREADY.

I SWEAR I'M GONNA WATCH THIS! =)

AND THIS. =)

莫文蔚 - 爱情

(若不是因为爱着你)怎么会夜深还没睡意
每个念头都关於你我想你想你好想你

(若不是因为爱着你)怎会有不安的情绪
每个莫名的日子里我想你想你好想你

爱是折磨人的东西却又舍不得这样放弃
不停揣测你的心里可有我姓名

爱是我唯一的秘密让人心碎却又着迷
无论是用什么言语只会(只会)思念你

(若不是因为爱着你)怎会不经意就叹息
有种不完整的心情爱你爱你(爱着你)

2007-03-13T21:30:00.000+08:00

I Don't Want You Back

See I don't, know why
I liked you so much
I gave you all of my trust
I told you I loved you
now that's all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know that I feel

What I said it don't mean shit now
The presents might as well throw 'em out
All those kisses, it didn't mean jack
You...you
I don't want you back

What I said it don't mean shit now
The presents might as well throw em out
All those kisses it didn't mean jack
You, you
I don't want you back

You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya asking for me back
Ya just another act, look elsewhere
Cuz you're done with me

What I said it don't mean shit now
The presents might as well throw em out
All those kisses it didn't mean jack
You, you
I don't want you back

What I said it don't mean shit now
The presents might as well throw em out
All those kisses it didn't mean jack
You, you
I don't want you back

Ya questioned, did I care?
You could ask anyone, I even said
Ya were my great one
Now its over but I truly mean I am sad
It hurt real bad, I cant sweat that, cuz I loved a hoe

What I said it don't mean shit now
The presents might as well throw em out
All those kisses it didn't mean jack
You, you
I don't want you back

2007-03-11T14:40:00.000+08:00

Right or wrong. What's done is done.

2007-03-10T12:46:00.000+08:00

2007-03-07T16:45:00.000+08:00

Suddenly, I forgot how to cry.

P/s: Hi KUKU!!!! See you tomorrow!!!

2007-03-06T22:06:00.000+08:00

Its my two weeks break now. A very good time to sleep my life away and to meet up with my friends. But, the thought of the releasing of results and the thought of having to take sup paper is haunting me every now and then. =(

Family dinner is always eating my Saturdays. The only thing I like about those family dinner because there's good food and meeting up with Lydia, Jiamin, Emily, lar lar and lar. Third uncle's new house is beautiful, with the k-box look alike system, pool table, swimming pool, table soccer, mini gym blah and blah. I'm so jealous.

Anyway, Meow say he hates me cause' I seldom reply him or answer his calls. Heh. Well, I guess most of my friends knows my pattern. (i'll only answer/reply one particular person sms/calls without fail.) -laughs-

I'm always here to give you my blessing, my don't-always-work-'goodluck'. I'm sure you'll pass the next time round. =)

2007-03-04T16:19:00.000+08:00

I spend a bomb yesterday. But I finally got what I wanted and I'm considering those beautiful bracelets and another necklace. (can someone teach me how to save money?)

2007-03-02T18:27:00.000+08:00

Fuck. I opened the question paper today and fuck! All those questions were fucking simple but those were the one I didn't memorise! Fucking shit. So much for memorising those perceptual, external enivronment.... UGH!!!!

I'm prepared to take the sup paper. Goddamn fuck.

2007-02-26T22:26:00.000+08:00

Taking a short break after a few hours of mugging.
4 days later and I'm free.
Meeting Malini tomorrow to ask her some Maths questions.
I pass my CA -- So, it means I can take my exams.
Crap. No graphic calculator allowed.
I've got no time to visit the dermatologist.

2007-02-24T16:33:00.000+08:00

I'm now known as the spoilt damsel, who has the tendencies of throwing abrupt tantrums.

Now, why is it so difficult to find someone/anybody who understands me? And, there's no one I can pour my sorrows to. No one is online. Look through my contacts list and I don't know who I can call up or sms.

Well, I guess I'll just have to speak to the wall.

2007-02-22T18:52:00.000+08:00

The dentist gave me the before and after model of my teeth. I didn't know my teeth was that ugly. I somehow miss my tiger teeth. =)

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I don't understand why some people like to ask questions like, "what's up with your display pic?" or "what's up with your nick?" Do you think that I'll ever tell you 'what's up' when I don't even know you that well? Boohoo.

Damn. I hope I manage to pass this semester and move on to the next without having to repeat any subject. -screams- I got to pull up my socks. (too late?)

Sometimes, I wonder why do I always have the habit of letting my mind run wild.

2007-02-21T16:40:00.000+08:00

Finally, dental tomorrow and hopefully they'll take out those retainers. Another excuse to leave school earlyyy. =)

The reunion dinner, the visiting, the red packets collection is the same every year and it seems like there's nothing much to blog about these days. Everyday is about the same just that exams are nearing. 24 hours a days is so-not-enough.

Anyway, I've just done the evaluation thingy for the lecturers and I disagreed to every shit and gave not-very-nice comments but I doubt the management would even bother. Whatever. Crappy shit. (fuckofflyechoyleanandbonaventuretoilet!) -yawn in your face-

I've been saying I want to take my license ever since 2006 but I haven done so till this very day. Okay, I'll do it during my one month March holidays.

Warm my frozened heart.

2007-02-20T21:32:00.000+08:00

I dread school tomorrow. =(

2007-02-19T13:16:00.000+08:00

A happy lunar new year to one and all!

2007-02-10T22:50:00.000+08:00

Finally met up with Kuku some days ago. Shopped for the asses Valentine's Day gift. Big headache.

The Japanese ghost and the Ko-re-an ghost!

Anyhows, shopping with family at Vivo City. This time round, my brother and I each got four tops and a pair of shoes. Leonard got his toys (as usual) and some CNY clothings. Mummy got a few tops and one bottom. Poor Daddy who spend so much today but he only got himself one D&G top. =D We're all fucking happy with our loots.

By the way, I happen to bump into one of my Primary school mate, Marianne while shopping for my shoes and she actually regconises me. =)

Okays, CNY next week. Moolahss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Exams in just another 2 weeks or less. But, I haven even really start studying. Flunk this semester and I'm dead.

Off!

2007-02-05T22:16:00.000+08:00

Why do you have to be so confusing? Just when I thought I've figured you out? You'll do something completely different. You know, I can't wait forever. Tell me, if you think this ain't gonna work.

It's all right if you love me. It's all right if you don't. I'm not afraid of you running away. Baby, I've got the feeling you won't and i'm reaching out, hoping that you see it too.

2007-02-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

Going to meet Meow next Wednesday for lunch plus he's also going to teach me business maths.

Oh fuck. I'm growing sideways. No time for Pilates and all. Even if I have extra time I would rather stay home and sleep my life away.

=)

2007-02-03T23:10:00.000+08:00

Happy belated Birthday to Yichang. (Feb 1)
Happy Birthday to Wendy. (Feb 3)
Happy Birthday in advance to Bryan. (Feb 4)

Everytime I want to blog, I log in and suddenly I just have nothing to blog anymore. I'm getting old.

Alright, assignments and CA and assignments and CA, school and school and still school! What's new?

Did some CNY shopping today again with family, didn't manage to really get anything though. And I saw JL shopping with his friends, Chen Liping and husband.

Anyway, Valentine's Day is just round the corner and I'm thinking of getting cup cakes for my friends. =)

This entry is sooo bloody random and trust me I took a long time to type this entry but I seriously don't know what am I talking about.