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Jojo - Secret Love

Just a friend
That's all I've ever been to you
Oh just a girl
Who wants to be the center of your world
But I ain't got much to offer
But my heart and soul
And I guess that's not enough
For you to notice me
I'm just a girl
And I guess that's all I'll ever be to you
To you

I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok
But ohh
You don't know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn't even know
My secret love

In my dreams
I see us both together constantly
Why can't you see
This love that's here for you inside of me
What do I have to do
For you to notice this
You look at her with love
With me it's just friendship
I'm just your girl
And I guess that's all I'll ever be to you
To you

Y Y Y

"When you love someone, and you love them with your heart, it never disappears when you're apart. And when you love someone and you've done all you can do, you set them free, and if that love was true.... when you love someone it will all come back to you..."

-Forget Paris

(Credits to: this blogger)

And I say, "You are my happiness."

Long day.

Ku: I closed my eyes!

Jeanie: Me too!

(The photo later on appeared on the screen and both on us did the same squashed-up face! Lol.)

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Well the sun is surely sinking down
But the moon is slowly rising
So this old world must still be spinning around
And I still love you

My entries are B-O-R-I-N-G, boring. Its all about school-shopping-xx-school-school life-AND STILL, school-shopping-school-xx.........

I live a boringgggg life,

1. I wake up at 6.30am. (from mon to sat)
2. Come straight home almost everyday.
3. After school I head home to watch tv/sleep if not do some shopping/lunch with friends/meet my mum.
4. I sleep at lets say, latest 11pm ever since school started.
5. I sleep my life away on Sundays.

And, these routine hardly changes. So, this explains why my entries are boring.

(See! Another boring entry!)

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P/s: Final theory is 20 days away from now and I have yet to read up on the theory book. I reckon I'm gonna fail. =(

MondayTuesday Blues.

Just another broken road. Ha!


Alright, so this is what jealousy feels like? I don't like it, it hurts quite bad. -pushes jealousy away-

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Now tell me, how do you define the term "friend(s)"?


Yourdictionary.com says:

'Friend' definition;
1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
4. One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.


Friends? They might just stabbed you from the back, gossiped about you when you're not around, put up a fake front... yadda yadda. Including myself. Everyone is selfish. Everyone is a hypocrite, somehow or rather. Human is such a cunning mammal. And, if you actually gossiped about ya friend(which I think most people do) be prepared that they will do like wise when you're not around. =)

This is life. Nothing can be done. Agree? Yes. Bahh!

Now, remember in kindergarten where it would be your first day and you would meet someone new and 10 minutes later you would be playing like you were best friends because back then you didn't have to pretend to be anyone but yourself.



Oh well. =)

Oh well, need I say more?

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMIE! =)

Much love, Jeanie

I turn green each time I see pictures of couples holding hands.

Maybe we're just a lie.

Went Vivo City with the girls after school yesterday and we caught this pretty hilarious flick, My Wife is A Gangster III cause' only the front row is available for Transformer. Oh well. Bought this towel-look-alike material top at Forever 21 which they think I can use it after bathing. But I thought it was quite nice what! =D Dine at Pasta Mania and took a cab home with Raymond.

Anyway, I received all my online shopping stuffs and thank god it was what I expected it to be. You know, sometimes what you see is really not what you get and will just end up lying in my cupboard or auction or giving it to others. The worst thing about online shopping is not about the disappointment when you received the products its when you made payment but you don't received your products! -roll eyes- Those seller who do that are the nastiest creature on earth!

Baah!

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Why is it always..

flame to dust
lovers to friends

why do all good things come to an end?

Why can't it be..

water to ice

enemies to friends

all unhappy thing will come to an end.

Oh well!

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P/s: Either there's is something wrong with my computer or Blogger.

Pp/s: I don't want to go to school.

Ppp/s: My younger brother keep saying, "Jeanie Jeanie Jeanie..." in different pitch and tone. _l_

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陈奕迅 - 好久不见

我来到你的城市
走过你来时的路
想像着没我的日子
你是怎样的孤独
拿着你给的照片
熟悉的那一条街
只是没了你的画面
我们回不到那天

你会不会忽然的出现
在街角的咖啡店
我会带着笑脸挥手寒喧
和你坐着聊聊天

我多么想和你见一面
看看你最近改变
不再去说从前只是寒喧
对你说一句只是说一句
好久不见

拿着你给的照片
熟悉的那一条街
只是没了你的画面
我们回不到那天

你会不会忽然的出现
在街角的咖啡店
我会带着笑脸挥手寒喧
和你坐着聊聊天

我多么想和你见一面
看看你最近改变
不再去说从前只是寒喧
对你说一句只是说一句
好久不见

Its always nice to catch up with the old friends whom you've not contact for the past few years. =)

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Its not what you think it is.

You know, sometimes when I don't contact you/reply ya messages/pick up ya call it doesn't mean I go MIA and it doesn't always mean I'm lazy/sleeping/ignoring that's why I don't contact you/reply ya messages/pick up ya call. I do have my own stuffs to do, plus school have started and other then my school mates and Adeline, I hardly contact anyone else. The feeling is really awful when your friend come to you and say, "....You Shouldnt had appear since you plan to MIA...... you wanna leave than just leave dont bother to appear again..." Its like... idon'tknowhowtosay.

Really, if you want it this way, then this way it shall be.

(not to one, but to all)


Sigh.

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Alright, last but not least,

To you again,
I've always been by your side, even when you don't see or feel me; and I always will be.

I complained that lecturers are too strict last semester and last last semester, and that they always call out my name whenever I open my mouth. Now now, I got a freaking weird lecturer and I mean FREAKING WEIRD! She's.................................. cranky? err, freaky? funny? cute(vomits)? nice? Ahh! I don't how to describe her. Nevermind about that, I just hope I'm able to pay more attention to what she's teaching then paying attention to her funny actions/countless expressions.

*complain complain complain*



So yay, its the second day of school and I'm still not used to waking up at 6 am-ish. (YAWNS!)

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我爱你你却爱他

And you know the following are for you,

Bon Jovi - Naked To The Pain
When I promised you,
That I would be strong,
It was not a lie,
It was just that I was wrong
There's no way I'd ever guess,
I'd be so defenseless

I have walked against the wind,
I find shelter in my friends,
There's some comfort in the wine,
If I can sleep it buys me time,
I can duck out of the rain,
But there's no hiding from the truth,
I'm still naked to the pain,
Of losing you
I can't build a door,
That you can't drift through,
When I close my eyes,
I still dream of you
Don't you know when you love someone,
There's no protection

I can duck out of the rain,
But there's no hiding from the truth,
But I'm still naked to the pain of losing you

Brian McKnight - Still
Funny when you stop and think
times goes faster then you blink
nothings ever like it was
but girl we've got a special thing
all the happiness it brings
is more than enough

I know its hard to believe
your still the biggest part of me
all I'm living for
I still think about you
I still dream about you
I still want you
and need you by my side
I'm still mad about you
all I ever wanted was you
you are still the one

It's hard to breathe when were apart
your like sunshine in my heart
I keep you here inside
you've been everything to me
you've been and always will be
the apple of my eye

And I know its hard to believe
your still the biggest part of me
all I'm living for
I still think about you
I still dream about you
I still want you
and need you by my side
I still mad about you
all i ever wanted was you
you are still the one

If you love me
look into my eyes and say you do
I've been waiting all my life
for someone just like you
baby all that we've been through
girl im still in love with you
and I want you to know I do, I do

I still think about you
I still dream about you
I still want you
and need you by my side
I'm still mad about you
all I ever wanted was you
you are still the one

After one month of holidays, its time to face reality and go back to school days.









There's nothing else to blog about. So, till then. (:

There's a reason behind my self-destructive tendencies.