I'm sitting here all by myself,
just trying to think of something to do.
Trying to think of something, anything,
just to keep me from thinking of you.
But you know it's not working out,
cause' you're all that's on my mind.
One thought of you is all it takes,
to leave the rest of the world behind.

To begin, my elder brother got his driving license!! That means another chauffeur. =) He have been driving me home from Compass Point and driving down to Jalan Kayu for roti prata with Raymond and Andy. Yummy prata! (:

Next, I saw my younger brother doing his homework and he's suppose to do zhao4 ju4, I spotted two sentence that make me wanna kill him and at the same time wanna laugh, one was jiejie and he actually wrote "wo mei you jiejie". The other word is da3(beat), and he wrote, "jiejie xi huan da ren". What a smart brother I got here.

Anyway, went Science Centre and Snow City with Kum yesterday. Sat the Morpsis Ride or whatever is that called. Went to the Ormni Theatre to watch the Roving Mars. So amazed by what those people did. Building robots, sending it to Mars and so on. The camera died on us so we switched to using my phone camera. Snow City's very very very very very very cold, but uber fun. Took out our gloves to actually take some pictures and our hands went numb. Other then that, our lips cracks, nose felt like its dropping off, face as red as an apple

Laughed like mad in the MRT on the way home, while trying to play a prank on Wanting and we stopped at the wrong stop. Rush back into the MRT like two mad people. =D


Science Centre:

Snow City:

TADA!!!

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Here's an old photo of the current Queen and I. Why current Queen? Cause' I USED to be the Queen. =D

Bye! (:

Notes:

• I'm happy. (o^-')v


• I've come to a point whereby when he begin to love another and yet I'll smile and say, "I'm happy for you. All the best. My best wishes are for you and Her." (=
  
• Exams fever.

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My new love. =)

P/s: My my, I don't like Detective can.
Pp/s: And I guess, they were right.
Ppp/s: Yichang's and Jianlong's words are finally getting in my head. (:
Pppp/s: Prolly a million dollars would be a much better choice.
Ppppp/s: No doubts, you're still someone special.
Pppppp/s: I'm going to get through this.
Ppppppp/s: Why isn't that bloody uncle calling me yet to collect my stuffs?

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Bette Midler - The Rose

Some say love, it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you, its only seed

It's the heart, afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream, afraid of waking
That never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul, afraid of dying
That never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snows
Lies the seed
That with the sun's love, in the spring
Becomes the rose

People who brighten up my days in SIM.

Lastly, the idiot who doesn't want to take photos with us!

Left school at 3 and we went VIVO City. Ate, shopped. Some left home. So the rest of us went to have ice-cream fondue then went to the open-air viewing gallery or whatever is that called, to "chill". The guys started playing emo songs on their cell phone which brought my mood down somehow but was fine after awhile. Photo taking session and home after that. Took the MRT and followed Yichang to Kallang, took a cab from there and came home.

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No, I just can't get you out of my mind. And every night I see you in my dreams.

I passed my Econs test, overall. Something which I least expected to happen. =) And, am going to VIVO City with the girls and guys after school tomorrow. Yeah!

I can't give up my hard earned status as a fabulous freak of nature says:
jeanie ar would u rather have 1 million dollars or robot?
I feel, I've lost myself. says:
robot
I can't give up my hard earned status as a fabulous freak of nature says:
wah lao
I can't give up my hard earned status as a fabulous freak of nature says:
i rather money la

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When I was shoulder to shoulder with him, it felt like I had everything in the world.



P/s: I'm so happy to see Mommy, happy and blissful. ((: <33

Just a random note, I told my friends, I want to be a housewife after I get married. Stay at home, cook, wash, mop, and wait for my husband to come home from work. During my free time, I'll learn how to cook, bake, knit for my husband. And they gave me 101 reasons why being a housewife is not good. The guys also said that they want their future wife to work, then stay at home and be a housewife. Women should be financially independent, and many other philosophy from the guys. I didn't know guys actually think that way. Maybe, maybe I should really give up the thought of being a loving housewife in future.

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"There is a place in my heart where I keep someone special."

I got to get through this
I got to get through this
I got to make it, make it, make it through
I'm going to get through this
I got to get through this
I got to take my, take my mind off you

Give me just a second and I'll be all right
Surely one more moment couldn't break my heart
Give me till tomorrow then I'll be okay
Just another day and then I'll hold you tight

When your love is falling like the rain
I close my eyes and it falls again
When will I get the chance to say I love you
I pretend that you're already mine
Then my heart ain't breaking every time
I look into your eyes

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Thought you needed someone true, but you changed your mind or had I failed you? Wish you’d been careful with my heart but you tore it apart and broke my heart. It’s hard holding you, loving you, losing you. Eventhough I’m down. I still feel you. I can't get you out of my mind, I tried so hard to fight it but I can't let you go. No way to deny it. I loved you all my life but you don't even know a thing I feel inside. All the pain in my heart, all the tears in my empty soul. Here, I am again staring at these same four walls alone again. You touched my heart, you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals. Love is blind and that my heart was blinded by you. Looking at the pages of my life, faded memories of me and you.

But no matter what, I'll be there for you. These five words I swear to you.

In case you fail to notice.
In case you fail to see.
This is my heart bleeding for you.
This is me down on my knees.
This foolish games are tearing me apart.
Your thoughtless words are breaking my heart.

I've lost this game, the game you rule, the rule you set. I gave it all, I lost it all.
The "R" is gone. I'll be strong. I've faced it years ago, and I'm sure I can now. It was never mine to have begin with. Unrequited love, it has always been, since the very first day. After this last cry, I'll be fine. I will be...

Met Meow and his bunch of friends at China Town. Had breakfast and went to the court. Meow's Dad and Mum came too. Waited for an hour plus and they postpone the whole thing to tomorrow at 2.30pm, I believe it will not be something serious though.

Yes, I skipped school. And I'll be skipping half of IOM lesson tomorrow to support Meow.

Okays, speaking of Meow. His bunch of friends happened to read the email I sent to him (cause' he doesn't have a hp now), and they used it to make fun of him/me/us by "Meow-ing". So embarassing. =D

Anyhows, I was in Tao Payoh with my Mum, Grandma, Aunty and two brothers when I received this particular text that made me smiled to myself like a kuku. ((:

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Econs test this Wednesday, POA test this Friday. Test after test after test! I'm gonna flunk this shit lar, like totally! Dread it!

Dinner was okay cause' I was able to catch up with my cousins -- they never fail to make me smile. (: Anyhows, my cousin gf says I'm stupid when I gave the shark fins to Edwin and just drank the soup. I told them, "Do you know you're killing a lot of sharks?" They laughed and continued eating, ignoring me.

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I'm going down to the subordinate court to meet Meow tomorrow at 12. Let's not hope for the worst.




Just a whirlpool of sweet nothings.